Sanity v.s. depression

I'm falling
I'm balling
into depression
different schools same lessons
I can't keep up my grades
I hide behind my shades
I'm failing
I'm wailing
I sometimes think about bailing
about dropping the "happy act"
because I'm sad "as a matter of fact"
I'm not pretty
"oh really?"
I'm not smart
"but you're good at art!"
I have nothing to show
"Now, no need to go so low!"
you suck!
"well then, good luck
I'm leaving!"
good! It might help the bleeding!
I don't need you, Sanity! go back to your life that's sad and depleting!
"fine I will!
at least I don't kill!"
Just leave me alone!
I'm no human just ash and bone!!!
"I hope you cut yourself!"
I hope you bang your head on a shelf!
you little piece of shit!
"OH!! get me something to hit you with!"
FUCK OFF!!!
"don't make me scoff!"